Logic.... impractical.... what?

I find it so strange that I shall be leaving my mom in a couple of weeks. Four and a half may be. Never have I stayed a day without her around. And now, with Ba gone, I am leaving her all alone. I do not know why I am so persistent in going away. May be I need a break. May be I want a good career. May be I had considered other people's benefit in my going. May be because my dad had gone down himself to get a stamp on my passport from the Canadian Consulate. (You could say the visa office.) I miss my dad. Terribly. And now, I am going to miss my mom too. But I'll have other things to do. What about her? What will she look up to?

Ba, please take care of ma....till I come back.