Amar modhye katota poriborton eshechhe ta vabtey boshle odbhut laage. Nijer ekta motamot ekta vabadorsho, ekta ichhe of leading a particlar kind of life... shobi kirom strong hoye gyache. Aaj kalbela dekhe setai upolobdhi holo. Ekta somoy chilo jakhon kauke bhalobeshe shob chhere dewar shahosh rakhtam. Aaj k bodhoy shob chhere ditey parbo nijer shonge thakar jonyo. Ki odhut poriborton! Hoyto eka thakar side effect...
Asholey akhon jibon ta k bujhte shikhechi, dekhte shikhechi with a pair of mature eyes jekhane personal feelings periyeo ekta life achhe. Jekhane jibone kichu kora for others- onek beshi importance paay. Abar ei ami-tari majhe majhe ichhe hoy jakey bhalobashi tar shonge ek shonge thakar, to reveal the vulnerable part....to shed this shell of an iron will....n seek shelter. To lead a life free of any tensions... nijer duschinta gulo k r ekjoner gharey chapiye nije protected hoye thakte ichhe kore. Abar paromuhurtei monne hoy... tahole ami toh r ami thakbona... onyo keu hoye jabo.
Kintu nijer ei identity ta j ashole kon ami-tar setai toh awjana. naki dutoi ami... Shobari toh thake more than one face, amaro achhe. Ekta ami jakey tumio cheno - sei ami ta jeta khub vulnerable tomar aalingoner majhe kintu je tar oi vulnerability ta k bhoy paay na to be revealed infront of you ekta nagno ami... j chaay tomar shonge ekta chintamukto jibon katatey. J shobtheke beshi dukkho paay tomar shamanyo ekta aghat ey. J bhalobeshe hariye felte jane nijeke....
R ekta ami j nana jhamela ekai lorey jaay. J chaay na nijer durbalota ta k janate, j nijer aatmoshomman taèr jonyo r baki shob chhere ditey shahosh rakhe, r nijeke bholay ei vabnay j tar thekeo onek jotil shamoshyaay aache prithibi te nana manush... shey toh tao dubela khawar khamota rakhe....katolok ache jara setao rakhena. R oi ami ta ager cheye kirom aaro drirho hoye jai....aaro shakto....aaro onyorakom! Jei ami ta k amio chinina :)
:) to follow knowledge like a sinking star beyond the utmost bound of human thought...... to strive to seek to fight..... n not to yield!
